ya

so i hopped on a train three in the afternoon i don't know when im coming back, but i hope that its soon. see, i never thought that i'd have to leave your side.

it's only physically but you know that you will be on my mind twenty-four hours at a time. 

so he wrote me a letter said the weather wasn't better but he says that he was doing fine. "later, i'll talk about it okay?", that's what he says to me that day and i knew that it was all matters. so i wrote back with some letter promise it won't be too long. i wanna make up for all our lost time.

cause in my eyes, you were mine.

no matter where you go, i won't be very far. cause in my head i'll be right there where you are. cause love has no distance baby. no, not when it comes to you and me.

so i'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track cause it's been a while, he hasnt written back. and i know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long. but i'm still in love, and i know i'm not wrong. 

were you just kidding?

cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down we almost never speak and i don't feel welcome anymore

for god sake, what happened? Please tell me cause one second it was perfect, and now you're halfway out the door

and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called. and i cant feel nothing at all. then i flashback to when he said later. oh it rains in your bedroom. everything is wrong. it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone. cause i was there when you said 'later'

or was i out of line? did i say something way too honest made you run and hide like a scared little boy. is it wrong to be honest? so here's to everything: coming down to nothing. here's to silence: that cuts me to the core. where is this going? where are you? i thought i knew you for a minute, but i don't anymore

oh you didn't mean it baby
i don't think so
you said 'later',
yeah.