the hardest thing to do is holding back your anger, when it feels like your lungs burn in, your tongue holding a scream, your chest pierced and stuck... but nope. keep bite your lips and tongue, and clench your fist strongly, dont cross the line. dont be perfidious. remember, you are their possibly place to let it out.
the moment when i first saw it with my own eyes
or hear it clearly
i know my life will never be the same.
i have learned a lot just in my dozen age. i have been holding it since a long time ago. realizing i couldnt escape from it.
i can see where both of them are coming from tho.
dark past? maybe. things never been easy.
does it leave a trauma?
no, but some trust issues. (and i dont know how to cure this)
does it get you the feeling of giving up?
sometimes.
does it left any kind of feeling?
yes. scared, sad, anxious, so i decide to build my wall higher.
does anyone know how you feeling?
no one.
is there anybody there to comfort you?
...my mom.
“Find a man who respect you, and not looking down on you. Choose wisely, find a man who wants to listen you, look up to you, wants to know about yourself, loving and care to your family. And the most important thing: doesnt hurt you physically. and mentally for sure. He’s going to be a father. Find a man who speak good words to you and your child. Find a man who only have eyes for you. The loyal one. The one who take care his worship, so he can guide your little family to the right path. Find a man who take responsibility for himself and you. Life is hard, make sure you go through all those hard times with the right man, okay? Its not as dark as you may see right now.. but remember, you can choose your life. You just need to find the right man. It should be once for ever. Make sure you don’t make any mistake on it. Remember, dear, choose wisely... choose wisely...”
the moment when i first saw it with my own eyes
or hear it clearly
i know my life will never be the same.
i have learned a lot just in my dozen age. i have been holding it since a long time ago. realizing i couldnt escape from it.
i can see where both of them are coming from tho.
dark past? maybe. things never been easy.
does it leave a trauma?
no, but some trust issues. (and i dont know how to cure this)
does it get you the feeling of giving up?
sometimes.
does it left any kind of feeling?
yes. scared, sad, anxious, so i decide to build my wall higher.
does anyone know how you feeling?
no one.
is there anybody there to comfort you?
...my mom.
“Find a man who respect you, and not looking down on you. Choose wisely, find a man who wants to listen you, look up to you, wants to know about yourself, loving and care to your family. And the most important thing: doesnt hurt you physically. and mentally for sure. He’s going to be a father. Find a man who speak good words to you and your child. Find a man who only have eyes for you. The loyal one. The one who take care his worship, so he can guide your little family to the right path. Find a man who take responsibility for himself and you. Life is hard, make sure you go through all those hard times with the right man, okay? Its not as dark as you may see right now.. but remember, you can choose your life. You just need to find the right man. It should be once for ever. Make sure you don’t make any mistake on it. Remember, dear, choose wisely... choose wisely...”
-Mom.
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